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April In​-​Between

by 4 Star View

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1.
He left home in ’49 and headed West in hopes to find The gold he was told hides in the hills His pockets filled with nuggets and thrills He brought along a recipe for shine A poor boy from Mississippi found a new way in the West He knew about corn whiskey and the secrets to make it best He found wealth untold Shine for gold In California, he built a still and a store to pay the bills He never had to pan the streams Money rolled in from shattered dreams They entered empty and he gave them their fill Every morning they’d line up at the door Drinking him dry, craving more for ore He’d pour as their poor guts spilled out on the floor They cleaned out the store He shut down in ’65, a letter from home arrived One night a fight in the town, cold-hearted Yankees burned it down He headed back with passion divine As he headed back to Mississippi, loaded up all of his wealth And he packed up his corn whiskey To boost morale and health But his luck didn’t hold On his tombstone they wrote Shine for gold Shine on…
2.
From the mezzanine Burning hot, cancerous like Hydrazine Keep your conscience clean The thoughts in your head that you didn’t mean The person in your stead acting pristine The HAZMAT suit that saves you from this scene And the winter coat you grow In hopes to never let it show The balcony’s falling The victims are flailing The opera has finished for the night A sideways glance, a dance To lather but never rinse And murder the nightly ghost It's alive where a treacherous vibe tries to hide
3.
Maybe she was a dancer, I didn't have an answer why I Took her home that night Maybe to hear her cry until the sunlight bled In through the blinds And crept across her red eyes, like the box of wine We emptied with pride We wound up in the kitchen, I sat and listened and sighed And placed my head on her thigh And thought about how I don't want her... And she said I know it's easy to have me It's much harder to love me When I've developed this touch I don't even know myself I've asked for help, as of yet It doesn't account for much Sometimes she feels like dying, she's done trying to smile Through the glitter and light Feeding the skeezy smiles, on random guys, plastered on An overconfident drone The cage on the stage is calling, Autumn is falling to spring As the beat lingers on She doesn't bother to speak of her father, while I try to find My way inside To think about why I don't love her... And she says It's odd that our life's so uneven, if I could believe in a God That wasn't so flawed And all but caused these afflictions, fighting addictions These frictionous fictions now stalled In light of these little breaths, signals and nods that catch To fool myself in time Push dissolves into shove, growing so sick of Secret love that stays confined And I wish there was a way I could love her... I tripped and fell Did I fall... I don't want to feel Can't help but feel it now
4.
Hey, Stede, how about married life? And how is that nag of a wife? She’s still a bee in a Bonnet The first wave out, I jumped on it Because gentlemen don’t play that way I found a few ships for sell Gathered up some men and paid them well Wearing my finest clothes I worked my way up the coast With a gentlemen’s smile all the way The shore on the Carolina Beach I tagged up with Mr. Teach Took captive Mr. Wragg Traded for indigo, drugs, and money bags This gentlemen preyed to get paid Through the inlet of Cape Fear Colonel Rhett, he knew how to steer We replaced the heart and dagger With a white flag, without swagger And then the gentleman was taken in Could this be the end of a gentleman’s Revenge Wells bled through the cells of the Provost dungeon Allies and eyes on the outside helped me to get free again But I’ll be damned if ole William didn’t find me on Sullivan After rejecting my pleas More than thirty of us hanged at the Battery Left there to gently sway As a warning, they watched us decay And then the Gentleman was tossed in the marsh
5.
Hard Pressed 02:21
If I could find all my white lies, I’d pile them high to climb inside and wait for you In this bed I made with hearts I’ve slayed, the life I gave, the light that fades As fates come unglued And you could find comfort in the quilt of complacence All wrapped up in yourself Hard pressed for heartfelt In these shrinking walls, these shallow halls, this shadowed call to bear the palls And leave a vapor to drift As we hide inside, as lightning strikes, chalk white outlines a million times Before the graveyard shift It’s a cavalcade, a stalled parade, a graveside procession A confession that memories made As our session slowly degrades
6.
Notions 04:06
Meet me at noon down at the station See, I’ve got a notion or two I’ll have some flowers, go down to the ocean Maybe get a room with a view Let go… Move on… Jump in overhead and we’ll float along Together, get lost If there are choppy seas, or the engine derails I’m a lifeline to the calm and clear Running on empty and no wind in the sails We’ll chase our on Hesperides here It’s the heart that beats in your wall The time that dies as you stall Believe in dreams, nightmares and all Blasphemous tongue and broken jaw For eternities between last calls And the summer days that always end in fall If cosmos wilt or the shoreline recedes We’ll groove up a calamitous dance We’ll laugh at guilt, we’ll shun all our needs And live in this cathartic trance
7.
A sleepless night in a long month after about nine You look as sweet in her arms as you do in mine Enjoy this time, those red eyes and toothless smiles Sharing this bed on the pallet blanket pile Because it won’t be long until you start Repeating sounds, running around, and growing smart Make sure your bed is made, I’ll drive you down to the arcade And we’ll sing and laugh and talk along the way And you’ll be driving soon Sweet sixteen and prom night moon And I’ll be at a loss for what to say Worried at night, it was yesterday you cried when I put you down Now you’re wondering what to wear with your cap and gown We’ll drink tea, just you and me, and talk about the past I’m a wreck, could you hug my neck and make it last? Because it won’t be long before you start Stealing breaths, turning heads, and breaking hearts You pull away from me and pick up a degree Spending Spring Break with your friends And your Summers all with him Your career is on the climb and we talk sometimes at night On holidays, we will toast holding stems Wearing white in a chapel named after a saint You’re beautiful though your face is smothered in paint A bouquet, something blue, you’re soon walking down the aisle You look as strong in his arms as you do in mine Because it won’t be long before you start Updating us with the most precious Christmas card One last dance, holding hands Not posed for the pictures, but you deliver A quick kiss, tear-stained wrists, and you’ll be leaving soon Just remember that I’m always here for you And it won’t be long before you’re setting out So go have fun, go be strong, go make me proud
8.
On the house on the hill, screams come from the sill of the window He fell from nearly thirty years back When a note came from the Biscayne saying his one and true flame Is getting hitched to a rich man she met on the tracks Aww, can’t you hear the wind blow Aww, can’t you feel the lonesome touch of his voice Aww, can’t you see the sins roll And finally one day, we’ll be drifting away And he’ll be watching us from the joist Set out heading west, on the day he came to rest Sending word to his old flame and her new man Maybe we should meet, take them out, his treat Give them a gift made with his whiskey stained hands They walked along the bridge with more than a smidge Of the devil’s juice laced on their breaths With a pat on their back, he watched as they flapped Into the cool watery arms of death Pulled into the drive, lipstick on his smile From a harlot he picked up on the side of the road She waited for the cash then she heard the crash And looked up to be cut by the shards And crushed by tonight’s beau
9.
Fighting the crowds, suits like shrouds Wandering down 14th I got my name on a cubical While you’re writing ours on the beach The Potomac flows to the Atlantic So my thoughts float to your reach Sometimes, I swear, this salty air Is all I need to breathe I wish I had my feet in high tide And that I was there with you The snow don’t feel like sand on my toes And there’s far too much to do Please send me a postcard Dabbed with your perfume Tonight at 9:00, we’ll look at the sky And share the same bright moon It’s your smile and relaxed style That makes the Capital lowercase It’s your small-town home, and how you’re grown That puts that color in your face It’s easy to wish, and hard to resist Like the lighthouse from the Cape With folks all around, faces to the ground This lonesome finds its place Cherry blossoms, I’d toss ‘em all in the reflection pool Museums, I’ve seen ‘em, they can’t hold a candle to you I’m writing this letter because I was better off down there Got a one-way ticket on the song of a cricket and it’s carrying me through the air So, please send me a postcard dabbed with your perfume
10.
If e’er a heart were bound to break Let it shatter for something true And not a life of love regret for things we didn’t do Take my hand and fall from grace All our plans have been erased We can move at whatever pace And on to something new We could talk a million years by never talking through Meander down our stream of thoughts with the map all skewed If e’er a heart were bound to break Let it shatter for something real And not for all the hearts unknown I never chanced to steal I’ll take your hand and walk beside The stars and you in eternal night Your air will glow in the vacuous light so warm that I can feel We could walk a million years with goals unrevealed Destinations of nowhere in love’s protective field No, we won’t worry about the time No, we won’t hurry, we’ve got nowhere in mind Take a path no one has known We can take a stand and fight this whole world alone If e’er a heart were bound to break Let it shatter while we smile No matter what the consequence We’ll be laughing all the while If we end up on Hell’s dark shore Ne’er to see the Earth no more At least we were never bored Yeah, we’d go down in style We could mock a million tears Lost in your sweet conniving guile Aimless in the throes of love together in exile Looking at the sky with him, did you think of us? Did you find a new constellation? Did it have tusks? You could stalk a million fears And never conquer your denial Together in the uncouth love, forever in exile
11.
You only come here to wait Some things never take shape No matter the effort you take A flickering of a far-fetched hope floating beyond the stanchion rope The remainder after long division What’s falling down, what has risen? Heaven says I have to leave now I snuck in but they kicked me out Peter asks to see my hands, but I can’t… You always come around too late As of yet nothing has changed Something that you can’t shake You’re shoulders loaded down with freight So much trouble not to frustrate But only when you’re awake Heaven says I have to leave now I snuck in but they kicked me out
12.
You hit the snooze, 6:22, he needs some time to come around He’s on the edge of the bed, slipped on shoes Trying to make his way out Isn’t that the shirt you wore last night all covered with scuzz and neon light? Hey, I know you’ve done this kind of thing before He’s trying to glide, not letting his feet touch the floor His afterglow of pride, I guess he ignored your bedside knife And your notched up headboard You’ve got your daddy’s eyes and car, his money, and his loose sense of ethics You live rent-free inside his house, if it’s love, then it’s not pathetic Between the coffee houses and bars, the pharmacies and missed phone calls Between the clubhouse and bars, he still thinks that you’ll go far Hey, I know you’ve done this kind of thing before He’s trying to guide, however much he can afford He beams with pride, but I guess he ignored Your ditzy smile and your notched up headboard The only thing you’re teasing is your hair Those damaged goods wouldn’t even fly at the county fair You win awards now gathering dust on a shelf Basically, what you saw all for yourself You could have more than your sweet bedroom eyes But you’ve become what you built up as a disguise Frustrated, she just wants to be appreciated Emaciated, can’t survive emancipated Hey, I know you’ve done this kind of thing before You’d like to fly, but it’s just too much work You pose to the side and like every night before You roam the night to notch up your headboard Let’s keep it cool and collected Let’s keep you calm and copacetic Let’s try to be level-headed All this hectic had to be just what you expected Hey, I know you’ve done this kind of thing before Your mastered shameful slither down an anonymous corridor You caused a scene on the mezzanine and can’t go back anymore Another victim, suitors lining up at your door And pining for your cure of lonesome and bored Think you’re clever but it’s a two-edged sword Your bough breaks and you crumble on the floor Don’t recover underneath your worn headboard Isn’t that the shirt you wore last night all covered with scuzz and neon light?
13.
Meet me at noon down at the station See, I’ve got a notion or two I’ll have some flowers, go down to the ocean Maybe get a room with a view Let go… Move on… Jump in overhead and we’ll float along Together, get lost

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4 Star View's seventh album. Compiled in 2016 in Cape Canaveral, FL.

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released May 26, 2020

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4 Star View Cape Canaveral, Florida

Originally from Northeast Mississippi and living in Cape Canaveral, FL, 4 Star View is a cathartic songwriter who swings among genres to create emotionally laden soundscapes. He is the poet laureate for the city of Cape Canaveral. Every album is unique in sound and themes. Most songs are single take, single track to produce a raw sound. Mistakes are not fixed because flaws are part of the art. ... more

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