We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Recollections of Events Yet to Occur

by 4 Star View

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.

    Download of album includes PDF liner notes with album art, lyrics, and some additional information on some songs.
    Purchasable with gift card

      $2 USD  or more

     

  • Full Digital Discography

    Get all 18 4 Star View releases available on Bandcamp and save 85%.

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality downloads of Beyond Unterwegs, Paths to Unterwegs, Steps to Unterwegs, Light and Dark, Christmas Card, Silver Nitrate, Yonder Star - A Christmas Album, Reset, and 10 more. , and , .

    Purchasable with gift card

      $4.80 USD or more (85% OFF)

     

1.
From across the room, you caught my eye On a battlefield for peace of mind And it hurts like hell every time you walk by So bring the pain just one more time I wonder if you’re even worth the ink that pours from the pen I stole from the bank You could be another night to forget or lead to a lifetime of regret Or, maybe, somewhere between the two I thought it over, I just never thought it through A proclivity for procrastination and fruitless thoughts from the frustration A hurricane that bursts through port, amongst the sharks and miles from shore And I wish you could drown here too I thought it over, I just never thought it through If I grew a pair, I could’ve gotten your name And you’d be there when my phone rang But at some point, this all has to stop So I’ll sit back and wait for my balls to drop Hey, stop now, how did it come to this, such a silver lining for a pessimist? If I retook the chance that I missed, I could’ve been a number at the bottom of your list
2.
No Noise 04:19
Your bedroom eyes hides the forcedest smile Before the laughingest tears start to fall Well, I know where you’ve been That glow on your skin If it weren’t for your lies, you’d make no noise at all Your make believe world up your sleeve With a statue of you standing tall Out in the square Hymns to you feel the air If it weren’t for your lies, you’d make no noise at all You take away all the sunny days to chase the gloom and grey instead Like a bloom that all too soon balls and falls back to the bed The untruest eyes, regurgitated banal If it weren’t for your lies, you’d make no noise at all Your loveless breath when your mind’s someplace else As I’m splayed, tangled, enthralled You leave in the night With a note by the light If it weren’t for your lies, you’d make no noise at all Well, I’m lonesome tonight and I know it ain’t right But I can’t help but fall Harder for you And all your non-truths If it weren’t for your lies, you’d make no noise at all The untruest eyes say you can’t recall If it weren’t for your lies, you’d make no noise at all
3.
Little Ann touches down unsure of what’s around She spend days upon that plane that she boarded by mistake She passes by the baggage claim Leaves it for another shameless thief to take aim Lock on and steal and invade her dreams She finds that happy ever after might not last forever after all Precious Ann settles down, settling for what’s around She’s spent so long living alone, no life’s light in left unshown She says, “Excuse the mess that’s left, perhaps it’s best to dim the lights And expect this all to disappear or somehow never exist” She thinks that maybe she’s not ready, maybe there’s no afterwards after all And Ann follows the steeple and finds a line of people Holding rice and speaking nice with smiles that they don’t mean She’s gliding down the aisle, toward an alter or funeral pyre She finds it strange how irony does not escape She finds no epilogue, there might not be an afterword after all And she rose up from the table Like the unstable first steps from the cradle And the froze as the stepped on a seashell tearing off her toenail Stumbled as she fell Leaving herself all exposed She’s waiting for another verse, something different from the first But it’s worse to repeat an ending than to just go on pretending That the breeze may not be sweeter or the grass any greener after all
4.
Oscar Bravo 03:16
Wherever you go I hope you’re happy there It’s been too long since I’ve breathed your air I hope you can smile right through your doubt I’m trapped in your heart and I can’t get out I lived in my heart and I can’t get out I’ve scratched my fingertips to the bone Hear your voice in every dial tone Shrinking place, the ceiling’s falling down I’m trapped in your heart and I can’t get out Gave you my heart, now I’m tapped out You pretend you’re strong, make believe you’re brave Just like me I know you’re afraid Seemed so sure you had to get away I’m trapped in your heart and there’s no escape Gave you my heart, now my chest is concave If you want to go back, then just let me know There’s too much history to let it go And I’m waiting for you to show praying, Lord, have mercy on my soul And you say, you say you had to get away but I’m left in the rough While you still play And maybe you could think about me and smile Though this depression’s not my style Echoes loud, I hope I see you around I’m trapped in your heart and I can’t get out I lived in my heart and I can’t get out I gave you the world, now I’ve run out Followed my heart and I can’t stop now Trapped in your heart and I can’t get out I’d follow you straight out of bounds I’d follow you straight out of bounds
5.
From this garden countryside, this city’s flames are reaching high Burning bright this city’s ghastly glow I just keep your hand in mine and listen to the lullaby Played from a tower above the fiery growth We can make it disappear, from the far it’s hard to hear The raspy gasping from the grotesque torch The crazy king laughing loud, an empire in a smoky shroud We just stand and smile as the Earth’s scorched A useless note in a worthless chord In a wasted song tossed overboard Like the things I’ve seen and never want to see again Like Nero’s violin That smile brings a grace to your face as a skein of smoke slowly decays Our lips part to the start of a new day Sunlight creeps across the ash, but you and I don’t notice that A dark art, in our hearts, we’re worlds away We pass by crepe gardenia, ignoring the hysteria In our minds, the time is standing still The Domus Aurea of our bond, we walk away still holding on As the detuned strings sing an awful shrill We amble through the ambient heat, ignoring the ember laden streets Discrete sweet nothings pouring out No, we don’t hear the shadow laughing loud It’s just us in the God-forsaken town
6.
She came and met me one dark and stormy night On some one way dead end street Lit up by neon rain that was falling On mascara stained desperate cheeks Comfort then came walking down old Main Boarded up shops all for lease We jumped in puddles, then held each other until the rain stopped And we released This could be what we were looking for This could be what I had in mind You’re taken my heart right through the door When you say you’re taken time What about mine? I laid in the park, stared up at the stars Until the cops took me in I answered questions and manufactured confessions The gavel dropped on what I had been I walked to the cell and waited for bail Tick marked the days on the wall and scrawled your name On the cold grey morbid keepsake Hoping you’d call I went out one night and got in a fist fight with two big guys messing with my sister I heard the sirens and dropped the tire iron, and ran through the briars… Damn, how I missed her When I saw you outside that bar room Wet and entombed by your own whisper I could protect you, would not dissect you I would accept you From this transistor, your voice requesting a song from the West End You digressing about playing in the rain Dear savior, with good behavior, two years will pay for this shit And I’ll be with you again
7.
Swandering 04:16
On your dresser there’s a mirror lined with pictures Of past lives long ago A deep freeze of memories and decrees Of loves you used to hold You can’t go back So scared to move on You’ve caught so much flack for habits you’ve outgrown The leprous prom queen sings her siren song And somewhere a swan hums along The porcelain of your skin is broken Where the pressure makes you fold The diary on your knee tells a story Of times more precious than gold The dark street passes beneath nervous feet So tired and damned near froze Through your hands falls the quicksand All the deadpan soliloquies of old The lights all went black The clock is blinking eights They’ve cut you no slack Your value might deflate The heaviest weight wings leave you lithe but late Swimming, the swan waits on the lake No loyalties to a throne None, but her own Destination unknown
8.
Discarded, unfaithful, and useless, but oh, I’ll climb my way up Find my way out of this hole I dug for myself but with all of your help Dark matter I knew I would regret The fog that blesses keep the hexes out now blackens my lungs And keeps my eyes in drought Your soul seeps through the light between the blinds to find the bed I want to slide back in I’ll capture you but in time you will expire For now your memories fed Take your last breath again Rejected, uncertain, and futile to some I’ll climb my way up, find my way out of control The doors open wide, I climb my way insane These struggles to serve to fan the flame The mist lies and waits and hovers low It squashes the soul and spreads the embers glow Explore the missed directives “Yes or no” questions are not easy to construct I should give up Sure, I have you now but it’s time to say “goodbye” or at least “sleep tight” Blow out the light and self-destruct
9.
There’s a little light left to be limed A sharp side of your soul left to shine Minutest of movements not mimed Fifteen minutes means so little time The spinning wheel’s gold loses shine A nameless crook takes to his shrine The toll-less bell silently chimes To christen the night’s bottle of wine Well there’s a little lamb left in your lion By the pig that’s still yearning for flying The princess hoping for bride A charmless prince clutches his last dime The air of a woman, sublime The silver screen tarnishes with time The wrinkles ravel and wind On the goddess’s face soaked in brine The patina grows to a grime No conviction for the thief of time The princess now past her prime And mirrors still to be disguised Smiling eyes now painted wide No more mountains left to be climbed In the slick of the fine satin lining A chapel still glowing bright In a promise whispered through the night The faintest of fruits on the vine Knots left to unbind Edicts by which to abide Doors that swing open wide To a heart that doesn’t mind All the pictures of your painted crimes The virtue squeezed out by your vice Or Lilly’s tabloidesque slime Or Hazie’s twisted surprise A fame mosquito, a social butterfly With name-drops to help you climb high The choicest of beaus left behind There’s still plenty of clothes left on the line There’s still plenty of clothes to wear when you die
10.
Soul's Drain 05:07
I’ve worked so hard trying to find my place You fucked it up, threw it right in my face I took it on, saying it’s just a phase But it’s a slow bleed When you think you know what’s best for me A soul drain And it’s eating all what’s left of me July came in and ripped me from my home Like a hurricane wind, forced to go where I was blown Saying goodbye old fried is like swimming with a stone while I slow bleed How rewarding is it to be a small part of something different And nurture it, growing to a movement? Then be torn away by the architect’s ambivalence Behind those rose tinted shades in front of cold, wool eyelids Along came dawn, I didn’t catch a wink last night All hope is gone of gaining true insight I’m just a pawn with a spear in his side for a slow bleed
11.
Easy Target 04:52
Please take me to the place where I’ve seen better days Or take the bitter pill, let them line up and fire at will I can be still We used to wait on the beach Searching for the rocket’s streaks And sketch our dreams in the sand But now the waves have eroded them The case at hand is seminal, the foundation, near criminal We watch as the pressure builds as they line up and shoot to kill I can be still Try to smile and say it’s fine when we face the firing line Dreaming from the window sill, they line up with chambers filled I can be still
12.
Like the rockets over Cape Canaveral, I’m shooting up almost every night Launching through the stars and black above you chasing after the streaks of light I’m not thinking about the vibration, hoping nothing terminates this flight Remembering how it felt to be sixteen forever just once in your life Let’s make a toast We’ll drink this damn river dry Follow the banks to the coast Chasing a Gulf sunrise These ain’t tears, just dust from the years gone by in my eyes Wrong or right Good lord willing and the creek don’t rise My shirts wadded on the floor by the rough sketches of your face Like the highwaymen and kaintucks, lost and wandering the Natchez Trace I’m still chasing broken dreams, but remembering is such a fight Seems like you make me feel like I was sixteen forever just once in my life I’ll keep these glasses tinted your rose shaded hue I’ll count every star that reminds me of you Well, I’d lie if I had the guts, but I spilled them in the rain That night we talked until dawn while hiding behind that train It’s the knowledge of the needle and the knife And of being sixteen forever once in your life
13.
Everything’s all black and white Shades of grey in-between Recollections of foreign sites Caught inside madman’s dreams I’d do anything to hear the voice graveling off in capitals Not veer into the void, his eye sockets are impractical The hallway always extended, nothing quite seems to scale Laws of physics here are bending, hear the books write themselves Mimicking is not creation, it’s a flawed artistic expression Lungs deflate, know your station, and inside your cloak is sharpened perfection A horse touches down beside your bed Keep remembering things that haven’t happened yet There’s no release even when you’re dead Until he severs the mortal thread Entire galaxies float in blue eyes Where something mysteriously lies I’d do anything hear the voice graveling off in capitals Not accept the forces choice of permanent sabbatical
14.
Swimming head and dusty heart It hasn’t ticked a beat in so long Since it got in this habit of breaking Now the sheriff’s on my trail These damned hellhounds on my tail If I ever meet that dark part inside of me, well, I’ll invite it to shine Aching head and rusty heart Lack of maintenance has been its downfall Since it got in this habit of faking A million miles I’ve roamed The courthouse squared I’ve loafed If you ever meet that dark part inside of me, it’ll be long after I’m gone I can lay down to rest when I off myself We can lay side by side right between railroad ties As the tracks just whisper a sweet lullaby Severed head and busted heart Somehow still rolling non-stop Since it got in this habit of breathing
15.
Jimmy, you’re daddy’s dying The law’s done took him in Won’t let him see the doctor Until you come in for questioning Lord, we’ve had a good run Made so much money too fast Some things just aren’t meant to last We lived faster than the trains we took We’re more bitter than our drinks Smile brighter than the coins we count And leave in bar room sinks Wanted in several states But several is not my goal Let’s take them all or wind up in hole Pinkerton’s not far behind The Williamson County bank We got tobacco in our pocket And rangers on our flanks Lord, we’ve had a good run Made so much money too fast Some things just aren’t bound to last If a man knows anything, he ought to die with it in him Because this world’s a bubble, wherever you go there’s trouble I still hear Soapy screaming, “I think you got him!”

about

Fifth album by 4 Star View. Compiled in 2014 in Cape Canaveral, FL. The title of the album came at a time when he was reading many Terry Pratchett books.

credits

released May 22, 2020

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

4 Star View Cape Canaveral, Florida

Originally from Northeast Mississippi and living in Cape Canaveral, FL, 4 Star View is a cathartic songwriter who swings among genres to create emotionally laden soundscapes. He is the poet laureate for the city of Cape Canaveral. Every album is unique in sound and themes. Most songs are single take, single track to produce a raw sound. Mistakes are not fixed because flaws are part of the art. ... more

contact / help

Contact 4 Star View

Streaming and
Download help

Redeem code

Report this album or account

4 Star View recommends:

If you like 4 Star View, you may also like: